Why were your songs in high school so bummer Sharon?? At some point that must have changed, because you can write really beautiful songs--- songs that are really genuine, harmonious and lyrically visceral like "Love More", & "For You", the list goes on. Perhaps you are being tough on yourself. Your weirdo-ness is a gift that is admired by many.
Because I was a kid and had no idea what I was doing and now I have life experience and 15 years of working at it. I will always be a weirdo and I will always be working on it. Thanks for caring. X